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Hi. I’m Jennifer…
And I suffer from Bi-Polar. Suffer- experience or be subjected to (something bad or unpleasant). I do not suffer from mania. Mania makes my house clean and shiny. Mania makes me run circles around everyone at my job. Mania makes me productive. Now, mania might make those around me suffer, lol. I am on 100%. I…
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Awake?!?
For days, sleep eluded me. Depression is a bitch. No matter the cause. I wanted to sleep. My eyes hurt, my head hurt, everything hurt. Eventually, your body says “Nope, time to crash.” Now, everything hurts still.. and them some. It’s the dreams.. and then the awakening. Waking up to stillness. Waking up to despondency.…
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A repost from someone I follow.
This is definitely worth a read, a repost, like and a comment. Goals we should all obtain. I’m gonna print this one out.
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Sleep?!
I lie down, to rest… But my mind will not… So, I’m awake I close my eyes, but sleep escapes them… So do tears. Hours tick by. Days. Nearly uninterupted wakefulness. In those moments of sleep, nothing more than inertia.
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“Where’ve YOU been?”
Right here. Living life. With my brain going 90 mph on a million different things I should be writing, or could be writing, would be interesting to write about. It’s been a roller coaster of some “mental health” days, let me tell you! And until you experience it, you’ve no idea! And if you have…
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Donna Renee Cone (11/03/61-04/27/25)
If I had to describe her in one word.. it would be “faithful.” From the first time I met her, she treated me as one of her own. She loved me, and she was honest, brutally at time, but honest with me. She was kind. I’ve met one other person like her and that was…
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Tired..
I’m tired.. I’m tired of how things stay the same… I’m tired of how things always change… I’m tired of all the noise………….. I’m tired of the deafening silence…… I’m tired of the laughter…………… I’m tired of the melancholy…………. Mostly… I’m just tired.
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Blogging?!?
I can’t tell you how my brain works. But, I can tell you it’s in overdrive all the time. And honestly, if I could blog or journal just by thinking, your mind would be blown away at the things that enter my mind, the things I think about, and how it runs nonstop all the…
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Growth. What is it?
Isn’t growth something we try to do everyday? Is it a mindset? Is it what we “think” we are doing, when something doesn’t work out the way we thought it should? For me, it’s all of the above. A lot of times, my growth is stunted. It’s stunted because I find myself in a rut,…
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Life is hard…
I heard once in a meeting, “Life is hard, if you let it be.” I lived by that quote, up until recently. Life is just fucking hard sometimes.
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