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Happy Thanksgiving!
I know, I know! It’s been awhile since I’ve tapped something out. My life is in FULL adjustment mode. The job has changed. My personal life is different. My social life is different. I am different. Its very east to say people don’t change. Most people don’t but some do. And when someone shows you…
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Used to..
I used to think of myself as a people person.. Now.. I choose solitude. I used to get irritated by the littlest thing.. Now the small stuff doesn’t matter… I used to think I was ok… Now I realize I’m really not. I used to not be so self aware… Now I analyze everything about…
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Anxiety..
My anxiety is on 100 today. Don’t get me wrong, its been on 99 for the last month, and 90 for a couple months before that. But it’s definitely at 100 today. You know that feeling where your chest is tight, your heart and mind are racing so fast they can’t keep up with each…
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Therapy?!
Long story short, a couple years ago, (wow, I can’t believe it’s been that long since my grandmother passed,) a very close friend of mine suggested that I go see someone because of the mental roller coaster I was having. Boyyyy… did that start a chain of events. Some of them I’ll spare you on,…
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Hurting People Hurt People…
All day, two things have been stuck in my head. (Well, three if you count the Mambo number 5 song.) “Hurting people hurt people.” and “Broken glass cuts.” I know because I am a hurting person who occasionally hurts people, especially people I love. I am also broken glass, and I cut. Why? I don’t…
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Life is hard…
I heard once in a meeting, “Life is hard, if you let it be.” I lived by that quote, up until recently. Life is just fucking hard sometimes.
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“How to save a life..”
I know every single human on this planet is great at telling their friends how to fix their own shit. I could be thake same shit we have going on, and we can’t fix our own shit. How does that work? Is it that we want the best for our friends, but sell ourselves short?…
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“There are two kinds of freedoms..”
I’ve been laid up sick the past few days. What would be sick days without “binge watching?” I’ve been watching “The Handmaid’s Tale” on Hulu. I started it because I’m curious about the books and quickly got sucked in. I just heard the most profound quote I think I’ve ever heard. “There are two kinds…
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Farewell 2020, I’ll actually kinda miss you!
My two favorite holidays of the year are always Thanksgiving and New Year. In my life both center around family and the people I love and self reflection. For me, 2020 was actually a banner year for me. Aside from the inconvience of a pandemic, and a lack of toilet paper, 2020 was as the…
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